sunday 4:56 pm

2005-11-06T19:37:00.000-08:00

me and mo went to to beaufort this weekend con mi familia.

me and mo stayed up until 4 talking and watching breakfast at tiffany's.

molly asked me if i was going to be her sister.

molly ate squid legs.

my dad danced to shania twain.

mmmmm minty iced coffee.

it was an interesting weekend.

thanks fchildes!

2005-10-08T13:20:00.000-07:00

garden state
pants with lots of pockets...
where is my mind?
bye bye ezra
2 hours and 45 minutes
holden
earth quakers dance

my whole listing thing is probably annoying, but i'm sorry, i really don't feel like elaborating.

ok nvm.

hung out afterschool during max's cheer practice w/ morrah. then we all went back to max's and watched 10 things i hate about you, the ring two, and garden state. well SOME of us did anyway. others chose to fall asleep. ahem. then we lay around and talked til 3 or so when i fell asleep curled in a ball on max's couch. i woke up 2 hours later pillow and blanketless and shivering, but i was too sleepy to do anything about it. so yeah. and then this morning i had 2 and a 1/2 glasses of iced coffee. going somewhere tonight, but i'm not exactly sure where to go so morrah if you happen to read this, some directions would be nice. i can't wait to hear delinquent child's band :P

i think i am going to go see molly and mackie and them soon.

yeah i was right. see ya later!

i am maddy's sleepy head.

2005-10-02T13:14:00.000-07:00

me and max watched fight club at 3 this morning.

i'm lovin your mix, by the by.

mmm oj has never tasted so good.

i am maddy's sleepy head.

2005-10-02T13:00:00.000-07:00

me and max watched fight club at 3 this morning. everyone else was dead by then.

i'm lovin your mix, by the by.

mmm oj has never tasted so good.

let's groove

2005-09-22T19:36:00.000-07:00

hmmm. im thinking way too much to be able to write anything. i'll just say: im happy.

start me up

2005-09-15T19:29:00.000-07:00

ninth street...
that conversation...
homework...
tylas wonderfullness...
that thingy...

just summing up my life at the moment.

...aggh blogs have died for me. so why am i writing this? ok im gonna go make someone a mix now.... hey why is this song so addicting?

die suddenly be happy

2005-09-05T17:37:00.000-07:00

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: maddy
Birthday: march 14
Birthplace: where i am
Current Location: where i am
Eye Color: bluish
Hair Color: i don't know!
Height: 5 feet 6 1/2 inches
Right Handed or Left Handed: righty
The Shoes You Wore Today: my funny ones
Your Weakness: i dont want to tell you
Your Fears: rape and someone i know dying and old men
Your Perfect Pizza: the yummy kind
Your Most Overused Phrase On an IM: mhmm
Thoughts First Waking Up: oh no!
Your Best Physical Feature: um u tell me
Your Bedtime: when i sleep
Your Most Missed Memory: sleeping on top of the camper in a campground filled with christmas lights next to a lake.
MacDonalds or Burger King: eww neither
Single or Group Dates: same as max
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: no
Chocolate or Vanilla: CHOCOLATE!
Cappuccino or Coffee: either one!
Do you Smoke: no
Do you Swear: some
Do you Sing: in the shower and with disney movies
Do you Shower Daily: yes!
Have you Been in Love: idk
Do you want to go to College: uhuh
Do you want to get Married: yeah
Do you belive in yourself: i think so
Do you get Motion Sickness: nope.
Do you think you are Attractive: no.
Are you a Health Freak: i dunno
Do you get along with your Parents: mostly
Do you like Thunderstorms: YES!
Do you play an Instrument: someday
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: a lil
In the past month have you Smoked: no
In the past month have you been on Drugs: no
In the past month have you gone on a Date: no
In the past month have you gone to a M***: a wha?
Have you ever eaten a box of Oreos: at megans while watching star wars remember?
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: no!!!
In the past month have you been on Stage: no
In the past month have you been Dumped: no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: :)
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no
Ever been Drunk: no
Ever been c***ed a Tease: no
Ever been Beaten up: no
Ever Shoplifted: no
How do you want to Die: suddenly and happily
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: so many things
What country would you most like to Visit: england prolly. france maybe?
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: blue/brown
Favourite Hair Color: brown i guess or dyed pretty
Short or Long Hair: medium
Height: tall
Weight: bigger dan me
Best Clothing Style: rocker cool
Number of Drugs have taken: i dont know...
Number of CDs they own: alot
Number of Piercings: don't care
Number of Tattoos: don't care
Number of things in my Past I Regret: i make it a point not to remember

I copycatted you guys. went to the lake this weekend was fun saw cousins havent finished homework bye.

2005-09-05T16:08:00.000-07:00

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: maddy
Birthday: march 14
Birthplace: where i am
Current Location: where i am
Eye Color: bluish
Hair Color: i don't know!
Height: 5 foots and 6 1/2 inches
Right handed or left handed: righty
Shoes You Wore Today: my funny ones
Your Weakness: i dont wanna tell you
Your Fears: rape and ppl i know dying and old men
Your Perfect Pizza: the yummy kind
Your Most Overused Phrase On an IM: mhmm
Thoughts First Waking Up: oh no!
Your Best Physical Feature: um u tell me
Your Bedtime: when i go to sleep
Your Most Missed Memory: today and sleeping on the top of the camper on the edge of a lake in a campground decorated with christmas lights
Pepsi or Coke: coke
MacDonalds or Burger King: eww neither
Single or Group Dates: i dont know
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: neither.
Chocolate or Vanilla: CHOCOLATE!
Cappuccino or Coffee: either one!
Do you Smoke: no
Do you Swear: some
Do you Sing: in the shower, with disney movies
Do you Shower Daily: yes
Have you Been in Love: idk
Do you want to go to College: uhuh
Do you want to get Married: yeah
Do you belive in yourself: i think so
Do you get Motion Sickness: no
Do you think you are Attractive: no.
Are you a Health Freak: i dunno
Do you get along with your Parents: mostly.
Do you like Thunderstorms: YES!
Do you play an Instrument: someday
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: uhuh a lil
In the past month have you Smoked: nuhuh
In the past month have you been on Drugs: oh honestly
In the past month have you gone on a Date: nope
In the past month have you gone to a M***: a wha?
Have you ever eaten a box of Oreos: at megan's house while watching star wars, remember?
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: no!!!!
In the past month have you been on Stage: no
In the past month have you been Dumped: no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: :)
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no
Ever been Drunk: no
Ever been c***ed a Tease: no
Ever been Beaten up: no
Ever Shoplifted: no
How do you want to Die: suddenly and happily
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: so many things
What country would you most like to Visit: england prolly. maybe france?
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: blue/brown
Favourite Hair Color: brown i guess or dyed pretty color
Short or Long Hair: medium.
Height: tall
Weight: bigger than me
Best Clothing Style: rocker cool
Number of Drugs have taken: i dont know...
Number of CDs own: alot
Number of Piercings: dont care
Number of Tattoos: dont care

Number of things in my Past I Regret: i make a point not to remember

Ok i copycatted you guys. went to the lake this weekend was fun saw cousins haven't done homework more later.

Mysteriosity

2005-08-21T08:41:00.000-07:00

hello hello hello
the beach was lots of fun, of course, I mean, cmon, it's the beach! Went with dad and Mo and dad's girlfriend and kids came for 4 days as well. We spent our days swimming, lying on the beach reading gossip girl :), and, umm, drinking Sprite alot.
We got back yesterday at about 2. First stop: iced coffee. Then went on a field trip to Eckerd to stock up on bright turquoise eyeshadow and purple nailpolish. Hehe. I'm plotting something. And then me and Mo went to go babysit Molly and Mackie for a few hours. We played "Harry Potter and the good guys and Voldemort" for 30 minutes, and then they went to bed. So for the next 3 hours, we sat down stairs listening to iPods and (groan) doing spanish.
only 9 days til school starts. only 7 til i see you all. only 3 days til i see francoise and pretend i've worked harder on spanish than i have.
hmm what should i do? should i stay home, go shopping, go someone's house, or go the regulator and finish the book i started?
SIGHTINGS: M looking like Ms. Frankenstein, with hair in the shape of a triangle. M and M laughing really hard as waves crash over them. They're probably swallowing half the ocean wildlife. M and M writing on themselves in sunscreen...

HOT SHOULDERS!

shoulders are hot. british accents are so hot. sloane and kiwi are so SO hot!
keep your eyes peeled for a letter with your name on it. but don't be mad if you don't get one. i have decided for sure yet....

don't you adore mysteriosity?

2005-08-13T11:10:00.000-07:00

beach.

Maddy Laddy

2005-08-07T15:05:00.000-07:00

I'm writing this in blue in honor of lakes :) I also went on a 2 hour grocery trip w/ my mom in honor of lakes :( I hope you guys like Propel, cos I got 16 bottles of it. Don't worry though, I'll probably drink 8 of them. Ru, if you read this in time, bring Wicked Words.

SIGHTINGS: M and Mommy parked in the driveway, searching the yard for rabid racoons before sprinting to the door with groceries. M waking K up (sorry!).

Wow. And that is all. How sad. But I have a feeling next time I write, I'll have a bit more to say, eh?

Ruboo18rushoe18ruloo18rupoo18rumoo18rucrew18rudew18ruclue18rutrue18rueww18
rutwo18ruQ18runew18ruyou18.....

maddyladdymaddybaddymaddysaddymaddy...maddy!

The Smallest Life

2005-08-03T19:56:00.000-07:00

shit shit shit really freaking out. it has finally hit me. I'M GOING TO HIGHSCHOOL IN LESS THAN A MONTH!!!! just talked to jessi and she asked me what classes i was taking and it hit me. oh god. i am seriously so anxious i could.... run away and live on an island in the caribbean and change my name to Alberta, dye my hair pink and wear dark sunglasses and never ever go back to school. I am scared shitless. sorry to be melodramatic, but WOW, has this sunk in with any of you guys, or are you still drifting happily in the ignorant state of bliss that i was 20 minutes ago?!

confession: i'm even more terrified of highschoolers than i am of highschool. i know. it's stupid and totally baseless, and i don't know why i'm telling you.

please let summer break last forever.

i don't want to go back to being the smallest!

SIGHTINGS: M cowering at the thought of the first day of school. God she's pathetic. she's acting like a first grader. M& other M watching the simple life (I plead guilty!) and painting their toenails. M sneaking other M's brownies (again, I plead guilty). MOMMY driving to the coast to interview fishermen, AGAIN. We sincerely hope that this time she doesn't have anymore traumatic incidents involving roadkill. A DVD first in it's case, then being maimed, then on a kitchen counter, and FINALLY in a DVD player. Ahem.

ok im good now. breathing is regular. sorry for the freakout moment(s)

LAKE! YAY! cmon you guys i know youre all coming, yet only max has rsvped.... just leave a comment, k?

One Month. Wrong Answer!!!

2005-07-31T20:17:00.000-07:00

Todayyyyy.....
Went shopping at PTA with Megan, (daddy's gf, not Taub) Molly, and Mackie (her kids) and dad. Was great fun. I'd never met Molly and Mackie before so I was kinda scared they would be demon children who would hate me and terrorize me, but of course they weren't. They are incredibly adorable. Molly is 6 and Mackie is 3, and Molly loves to shop so me her and Megan shopped while my dad got Mackie a chocolate chip cookie to keep him happy and let him play with stuffies in another part of the store. Then we went back to their house, ate and read them a bedtime story that apparently their grandma gave them that was incredibly morbid and violent about this pirate girl who marries five times and each of her husbands die bloody violent deaths and then she gets revenge and then marries again. It was kind of strange...

I got this interesting/weird pink skirt. I think I like it. I wonder if I'll ever wear it...

Back is better.

Are Ruthie and Max in Canada?

What are you doing tomorrow?

Wrong answer.

Only one month left to cram on Spanish...

It's gonna be worse if I tried and fail anyway.

Good luck everyone (including me).

I Smell Starbucks and Ibuprofen

2005-07-29T16:03:00.000-07:00

I'm back(as of last week)! NYC was awesome! Wicked was great and so was Light on the Piazza. Starbucks Frapuccinos kept me alive. Visited my mommy's college on the way and got pizza and a sweatshirt there.... but I'm not gonna bore you with every stinkin detail. The trip was cool and fun, and that is all you need to know. I CITed this week, and the kids were cute and it was fun in a kind of worky way but today this kind of heavy girl jumped on me and threw my back so I was out of commission all day, on a steady diet of ibuprofen and bored as hell in my stiff position. Curse you child. But I'm ok now.

But you guys, it has been so long since seen you all.... I'm trying to remember what you look like.

So who's started their spanish?

Ha. I thought so.

Mmm.... dinner smells good.

Wicked Yellow City Aurevoir

2005-07-13T15:36:00.000-07:00

Hey everyone! I just saw alot of you last weekend but it feels like i havent seen you in forever... thats how summer is. it just thundered! exciting. im writing this in yellow in honor of this AWESOME yellow 20's dress i used as a halloween costume like 5 yrs ago and i re-found in my closet. i've been cutting it and sewing it and altering it and giving it weird sleeves and it sooo much fun. i can't decide if it looks like a weird, unflattering tent or a stroke of genius. who knows. ok so i have a new song that i love. so if you ask me for a mix, guaraunteed it will be on there. or maybe i won't wait for you to ask. i'll just make one. GOD, I LOVE THIS SONG!

you treat me like a vision in the night
someone that is still behind you
in your world ain't working right
i ain't no vision
i'm the girl
who loves you...

i think i'll be mysterious and not tell you what the song is. heheheee....
wow you guys i am so psyched- NYC in 2 DAYS!!!!
must go mixify and pack etcetera, etcetera, etcetera!
by the way morrah- your damned eyeliner won't come off!

CaN yOu SiNg ThE aLpHaBeT???

2005-07-10T17:01:00.000-07:00

sorry about the whole skanky bitch fiasco.
leaving for NYC on friday (YAY!!!) and until then, absolutely nothing.
i love gossip girl.
i love iced coffee.
i love how boring my life is that i have nothing else to say.
just thought i'd let you guys know that i'm still alive and breathing.
so you can tap on my fish tank any old time.
SIGHTINGS: M and DADDY buying food, YOPLAIT YOGURT! and other household items at Kroger(DADDY was totally trying to call it Krojaaay and I was like no, dad, that's target's thing.) M and DADDY renting a movie. M and DADDY buying sensitive skin (can you say RRRASH) shower gel at Wellspring. M signing off the internet and proceeding to the dining room where she will eat a (hopefully) delicious peice of fish and cut the tops off of all her asparagus and then eat them too.
you know you love squid,
M (nopqrstuv.........) addy

Skanky Bitch

2005-06-27T18:00:00.000-07:00

Ok, enough is enough. It turns out I didn't hear the half of it. Wow, you are the lowliest friend on the planet! And I take it back about not being mad at you.

Pretend To Be Nice

2005-06-26T12:34:00.000-07:00

sorry about the interruption. had to transfer houses. es un process complicamente. Anywho, I believe I was rambling on about my summer, and I don't think I'll continue as I highly doubt you really care. Not to mention anyone who is reading this blog was probably at the pool party I mentioned, and if they weren't, its all the better, eh mates? So I've been noticing this growing trend of naming blog entries after song titles, and I know it's really lame that I'm hopping on the bandwagon now, but I swear there is much relevance in naming my post after the Josie and the Pussycats song. You see, I was contemplating awhile ago about what to call my blog, and at first I thought Skanky Bitch might be a good title, but you see now that I've simmered down a little, I'm thinking that that might be blowing out of proportion just a tad. A lot, actually.
But this is the kind of thing that always frustrates me, but I always just accept it and don't make a big deal about it, or I'll get the silent (but bitchy) treatment, and I don't want that either. Cause we are friends and I do like her and want to stay that way, it's just these little things that irk me. I realize going and publishing something like this isn't the best way to handle it, but thinking that you can just you can just rad this and know, ok? And then I won't bring it up again.
And I'm not mad anymore, I just don't want to drop without it ever being acknowledged. And you know, maybe this isn't what it seems. Next time I piss you off though, I'd appreciate it if you'd talk to ME about it.

Okay, sorry everyone. Im done, I swear.
I'm gonna go watch Bring It On in a minute. And then Mo's coming over. And we'll probably watch something old. Or OC. Or maybe Bridget Jones. HA!
My mom cooked something for breakfast. Amazing, I know. And it was good, too. French toast with blueberry sauce and powdered sugar. Sounds strange, I realize, but strange is surprisingly good, I find. And then I read and Agatha Christie mystery for awhile, and then talked to person mentioned above.

The other day at Ruthie's I painted my toenails. It was very exciting. I painted them rainbowy.

Oh yes, and person mentioned above: you have to realize that I treat my blog like my journal. I probably sound a heck of a lot madder than I am. Don't hold it against me.

Alrighty, til we meet again................ Adieu.

Ello Fellers

2005-06-25T10:52:00.000-07:00

OH HOW EXCITING IS THIS!!!! this stupid machine finally let me make a post!! ah, the joyousness. So. I must confess, when I started blogging I had this naive little idea that I could post under a fake name and NO ONE WOULD KNOW IT WAS ME. Ha! How innocent to the world of bloggerism I was. Alas, no. SOMEHOW everyone found out. Sigh. I've been discovered. Well, I think I'm going to just abandon the whole lame codename thing and call u guys normally. So yes, update:
It is summer and so far I have:

Gone to an eventful end of year party
Gone to Baldhead with Megan
Weaving camp at Ruthie's
Gone to an eventful pool party

I don't think I'm leaving anything out...

We'll start with the end of year party: lots of drama, little fun (hope i'm not offending anyone) i left early and decided to have my own party w/ mo and meg (which consisted of ben and jerrys icecream and josie and the pussycats watching) was funner. i remember being really pissed off after the party but weirdly enough I CAN"T REMEMBER WHY!!! how frustrating is that?! my minuscule memory cell has, like, died.
On to Baldhead!!! SO me and megan went to baldhead, i learned to drive a golfcart, and there were no major injuries. And of course there was the ocean, which was the most important thing. Was mui bien week.
Weaving camp: Me Max Ru Molly (Ru's sis) Katherine. Was great fun and laughs and MUST CONTINUE LATER! BYEBYE FOLKS!

Ava/Bijou

2005-05-30T13:33:00.000-07:00

Oh you poor unfortunate souls I am SO SORRY! I just realized that I called myself both Ava and Bijou! I should have explained myself before giving you such a shock. I AM both Ava and Bijou. I just like calling myself both and some days I feel more Ava-like and others more Bijou-like. Today is definitely a Bijou day. It will be a bit confusing at first, but I'm sure you'll get used to it.

Birthdays and Cheerios

2005-05-30T13:16:00.000-07:00

I should be working on my research paper (due Wed!!!) but I can't bring myself to do it. It FEELS like Summer, and it's impossible to concentrate! Going to visit cousins this next weekend, so that's exciting, mental note: get Ricky bday present before her party on friday.... AH! sorry! I need to stop talking to myself on my blogs. REALLY bad habit. I do it in emails too. I am bored outta my mind. Okay, here is my life today: working, slacking, and now YAY! Someone is online! I am not totally deserted. It is Led! Awesome. Oh poo. he has to leave now. that's just great, IM me, then tell me u have to go like four words later. hmph. Ok, I'll spare you poor people reading my blog from any further boredom. Mental note: out of cheeerios. Later- Bijou

sunday 4:56 pm

2005-05-22T13:59:00.000-07:00

it's sunday, 4:56 pm. just talked to Ricky for an hour and half or smn, first about star wars then bout Sam and her new bf Andre. we're such nosy friends. but yes, this is my 1st blog, so i must tell u about myself. my name definitely isn't Jewel, it's the name of this doll with pink hair i had when i was 5. my name is Ava and I'm 14. my friends are: Ricky- the brave/sporty one (and beach buddy!!!! can't wait) , Sam- funny, spazzy, and hot, so says the male population, Michelle- girly, phone buddy (can talk for HOURS), just got over her whole posse crisis figuring out where she belongs (which is, duh, with us), Rachel- crazy smart over achiever soccer pro, and Alice- you're picturing the blond who falls down rabbitholes, right? think again. redhead, but we can picture her falling down a rabbit hole (no offense Ally :) my fellow mathmate for two years running. And they are MY MATES! oh yeah and then there's Hinley but she's annoying so we won't go into her, so now I'm done with that... GUESS WHAT?! just saw the first of the old star wars movies last night for the 1st time ever! it was so exciting. but i have to go now, more later.....
~Ava